my head seems to be a bit of a mess. i’m missing so many people right now its unreal. all i want is to cry,.
it doesn’t help that my phone is being stupid so i can’t text anyone.
i miss koutha so frickin much it hurts.
i can’t even describe how much i miss libby, it makes me feel sick.
hannah is like a mother and the fact i can’t even crawl into her bed for a cuddle pains me.
but i’m seeing her next week for a little bit which helps a lot. however, kieron will also be here. but i’m not ready for that awkwardness yet, great.
i’m still so angry at my sister so my mind is just boggled all the time
all this plus the stress of a new team.
arghhhhh i just need to scream into a pillow.
and rant over
oh and yesterday was suicide awareness day.